Taylor Brynn 3 months

Miss Tays! you are 3 months old! man time is flying and i am sad because she is my last, really its final, the tubes are tied! :( i will always say she was the biggest suprise of my life, even bigger than getting engaged! i never thought in a million years i would get a girl! i feel like this time i am cherishing every moment i get with her, 98% of the time i don't get annoyed with her crying, john and i both say sometime we put her close to our ear just to hear her sweet voice. (remember the other two percent i am ready to go nuts!) i was giving her a bath and she has full trust in me and just looks at me like i know everything is going to be ok. if you are out there reading this whoever you are, and you have kids or going to, cherish every moment (i know you can't always, sometimes you want to pull your hair out). john and i love our kids so much...right now! :) taylor is smiling instantly john sings to her, she is smiling so much and trying to figure out her voice and how to laugh, she watches the boys constantly, really loves ryder, and loves to hear gunner's voice.
gunner is in his terrible twos full throtle! it just felt like ry was in his and we just got done with him, now it's gunner!! and then it will be taylor...jeesh! gunner is really trying to figure out his words, he has some issues with "r's" and can't really speak very well, but every week i see improvement, which is good, but he is sassy when i do know what he is saying! we just went to the state fair and we literally had to stop every three steps because gunner had to stop and say hi to every pig, horse, cow, sheep. next time i will send him with grandpa clate and they would have fun looking at everything!!
ryder has totally done a 180 with his attitude, of course there will always be one, but he isn't taking life so seriously anymore. he is getting how to control the emotions and handling change well, he is turning into such a big boy! he will be going to preschool next month and starting soccer soon as well! following in his mother's footsteps...hopefully he will be better at the sport than i was! its the love of the game that counts!
that's it for now, my camera still isn't here, they needed to order a part so i will get pics up as soon as possible!